Straddling Two Worlds

Life is full of unexpected surprises.  I have come to realize for much of my life I kept one foot in the world and one foot being a Christian.  Afraid to leave either one, straddling both precariously to whatever suited me best.  As a result my faith has not been in God alone, leaving me wondering why life is so rocky and why God is not opening His path.  Ever feel that way?

In James 1:5-8, it says when our loyalty is divided we are unstable in everything we do. Are you living with both feet grounded and your faith in God alone?  I am tired of straddling and I am ready to put both feet toward living a Godly life.  I am surrendering only to you Lord.

Recently, my relationship with Christ has taken a more urgent tone.  Might be just because I am older now but I find I want to be closer to and spend more time with Him.  To be filled of God’s love, the Holy Spirit and to share that love with others. Sadly, finding I was too fearful before not trusting enough to open my mouth, instead hoping that my actions would do what my mouth will not.  It doesn’t work that way.

I find the Bible has more meaning now, as I apply it to life and circumstance.  I don’t just read the Word, I study it and journal and pray about it.  It fills me with joy and a completeness I don’t remember having before.  My walk with Jesus going forward will be instep with Him not wandering alone.

 

Father, Keep my feet on sure footing a strong path lit up from you, not a sinking hole that pulls me astray. Thank you for your mercy.